Good in Bed

最近看這一本書
看得心有戚戚焉
我當然和書中文筆絕佳的女主角不能比
人家經濟超獨立 有自己的小公寓

But I can easily understand how it feels...
being a larger woman, always sucking in, being told by the saleslady"sorry, that's the biggest we have here"

就是這樣 朋友們總是能夠大口吃肉 喝酒 隨便路邊攤的單一尺寸都穿的下
但是胖女人往往為了食品標示的熱量表苦腦 "每一百公克 360" "每一份量 278卡" "每包裝含6份"
掙扎 再掙扎

每天踩腳踏車踩得汗流浹背 有點絕望地掙扎吧！
看到一些新聞明明都已經麻木沒感覺"胖妹一年減390公斤" "小胖子瘦身成大帥哥"
但是在踏板上的腳還是停不下來
希望自己總是有希望的那一群

Walking into any lounge bar in Taipei, I'd see this big trophey waiting for me "Congratulations! You are again the hugest woman in the room!" I know happiness is a state of mind, but I also know how it is never easy to break away from the definition of beauty in today's soceity...fair skin, big eyes and of course...a flat tummy.

A flat tummy...